Jimmy. Jimmy, Jimmy, Jimmy. What went wrong? How could this have happened? Things were never supposed to be this way. We were both supposed to live wonderful lives and grow into peaceful, happy, old people. You weren't supposed to leave so soon, sweetie. Your leaving has shattered my heart irreparably.
Honey, I wish I had known truly bad things had gotten for you. I would have moved heaven and earth to help you. We spoke so much, and so deeply, the last few months. I knew you were having a very rough time and I just wanted to fix things for you. I should have followed my instincts and flown home to see you. I know you told me not to come, but I will never, ever forgive myself for not going to you when I knew you needed me. I wish you had been able to come here.....you would have been cherished and cared for. I would have gotten you any help you needed. I failed you, James, and I will blame myself until the day join you.
I love you always Why did u leave? Why was the pain so unbearable? U knew u had many loving friends who offered help-why couldn't u accept. Why couldn't u try to get well??? So much to live for. So many unanswered questions in my broken heart. 💔
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